Saturday 28 June 2014

ohhhh :')

assalamualaikum gegaisss

result exam dah keluar . haiss . merosot k merosot . taktahu nak cakap ape . tiap kali pandang ibu , ibu mesti pandang semacam . maigadd . 
Allah . bantulah hambamu yang serba kekurangan ini . kuatkanlah semangatku untuk belajar demi ibu bapaku :) 
k . ignore it . lets talk about Ramadhan AlMubarrak :)
last year . berpuasa bersama rakan rakan batch , warden , kakak kakak senior sekalian .
but now ?
berpuasa bersama ibu bapa dan juga family terchentaaaa :)

hanya sekali dalam setahun ia datang .
sambutlah dengan penuh bersemangat dan ikhlas 
hm . isilah masa dengan zikir , qiamulail , tarawih , sedekah .
insha allah :')

start ikut ibu terawih , since i was nine years old . haha

oh . i really miss the moment when i was a kid . followed ibu to the mosque . time everyone semua solat terawih , berlari lari  di belakang lalalala , bising bising kat belakang semua dengan jiran sebelah yang sebaya . if time hujan pula , bila ibu bawa payung , heee . mulakan operasi dengan menyusun semua payung and sederet kat masjid tuh . seemly like macam colourful . hahahaha . bila nak dekat raya , main mercun pop pop dalam masjid . hahaha seriously kat dalam masjid . herher . alhamdullilah , takde siapa yang heart attack sebab terkejut dengar pop sana sini . tapi seperti yang dijangka , kene bebel dengan ibu sepanjang perjalanan balik . hehehe

unfortunately , now im fourteen and mustahil nak buat bende tuu --"
OH HAMPAAA 
sometime , i wish i could be a kid for the rest of my life . hahaha lol


there's a lot of benefits that we can gain during the month of ramadhan .
ALWAYS remember that it could be our last ramadhan ..
 selamat menunaikan ramadhan yaa :)
taksabar nk pegi bazaar esok dengan ibu , ayah dan kakak . hik
kalau panjang umur , jumpa kat bazaar esok ouls :)







maaf ats SEGALA kekurangan diri , maaf sangat sangat . insyaallah i will try and try and will not stop trying to improve myself to a better one . 

Sunday 8 June 2014

friend :')


haihh 
my heart sad tonight .
friend , why did you lie to me ? 
why do bad name to discredit me ? 
why you said that im " batak hot " ?
kawan apa yang sanggup burukkan kawan dia sendiri .
why do you say I'm the biggest liar ? 
why are you so evil ? 
I like you would do this solely to gain their trust ? 
yes, you're crazy . 
are you willing to say that I will not change . 

 I wanted very much want change but you 're a broke my spirit , babe . 
Help me , if you do not like I do not need you to curse me this and this .

so kejammsssss err -,-

kawan makan kawan ?

Friday 6 June 2014

when you are not mine :')

burning sensation in heart is not easy to be cured
it cuts through deep scars 
i just felt want to cry 
scream with all my might
but what should it take 
to give him the sign of my love 
when youre couple with 
this little girl 
only Allah knows how MUCH it hurts
only if you could realise it 
you would do the right thing 
   obtaining my love through a weak expectations
    the hope that never knows when it
 gonna ends
please
help me with these suffocation
that long-buried in this innocent heart 
tormented by waiting your receivable heart and love
but as long as you happy 
i'd happy to join in 
although its kinda actually breaks my heart 
when seeing you with another girl


Thursday 5 June 2014

congrats :')

30 05 2014

congratulations to abang hanafis and his lovely wife , kak ain a . k . a new mumber of Zainal 's family :)

welcome aboard kak ain 

yaaa :) walaupun banyak kali dugaan tyme akad nikah but abang apis like really slow and steady 
haha , he 's like too cuakk sangat wkwkw

kesian gilaa kut haha abang apis .
berpeluh pun ada muka 
like seriously too funny ahh .


both of u are so sweet 
 may Allah bless your marriage 
hope that both of you will be the cutest 
most handsome nephew and niece for me .. 
haha ..just kidding ., congrats again :)


pelamin belah lelaki :)


them :) hope till jannah guys 


themmm :*


us :) dengan pengantin . hik 


candids . wakakaka

Wednesday 4 June 2014

backstabber

Assalamualaikum , heyyy ~

this post is khas for all the bitching backstabbers out there .
how are you doing with my back ?
having fun huh ?

lols .
so yeahhh , 
im just reallllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hate " backstabbers "


why be a backstabber when you can be a backscratcher ?

i mean like ? 
is it fun ?
should i try it ?

whats the point of view of the world from my back ?

ohhh , so just go die okay ?
because people like you are just so useless .
you guys ' batak ' friends much .

so lets just stand tall as one and kill all bitching backstabbers out there .

HAHAHA :)

so thats all 

                                  

                                                                       keypad off :)