sometimes . i just get feddup .
feddup with life
feddup with myself
and
with everything around me .
and i sometimes ask myself
when is it all gonna be over ?
when am i gonna die ?
but then i realize am i ready for death ?
because if i cant survive on earth
how am i ever gonna find a way to survive there .
in a world we never saw
never felt
just heard .
its either the hot hellfull of screaming people asking for help .
wishing they could go back .
but i have a choice if i live wisely now .
suck in this feddup feeling .
suck in all this negativity
and
just live my life as a Muslim
and
try my best ,
maybe .
just maybe .
i could go to the place they call " heaven "
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